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Lilierific_Lilipad
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Name: Lili
Location: Texas, United States
Birthday: 8/18/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: life. love. happiness. friends. people. music. theatre.
Industry: Entertainment
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AIM:  angelchik8108
Member Since:
5/22/2004
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| hey yall so lifes pretty alright right now. but the thing thats annoying me the most is that i hate it wen u write something that is clearly about someone you know, and they dont make any effort to talk to you about it or even change, i mean that simply proves the point i was making about ur self-centeredness iguess. hmm. so recently i guess ive just been kinda frustrated in general, with myself for being weak and submissive, with other people for walking on me and being asses, with school, with money, with god, just everything. i need someone to calm me down and make me be me again, i miss me. and i try, but in the back of my mond its always thinking what could i have done better, and that by doing something different, everyone's issues could have been avoided, and thats not true. at all. but really lifes good i believe, i just hate losing people.
sat is wilbur walk yay! and fri im hanging w. the girls, so im pretty excited bout that, and i get paid, yay! well im gonna go, and i think im gonna try and keep up w. this more now. later.
      she's wondering what love is.
because everything she thought
she knew, seems so wrong now.
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| hey...so im updating cuz basically i need 2 write, and well...no1 reads myspace blogs. soo it has definately NOT been my week. so to kick it off i get to school last thurs to find i have a physics, after being absent for two days, one b/c i was in DC, and two b.c i was sick. and i still have 2 take this test yay? so i got a 67 on that, and wen i check my grade wut do i have but a lovely 58! b.c our new teacher chose not to let me know we had turned in 4 paper wen i was gone. so i got that taken care of and now i have an 82. then i get me alg 2 avg, a whole 66! b,c guess who;s failed everything even tho she does her hw? oo thats me. so friday we had the freakin hardest test ive ever taken in my life in alg 2, and im still waiting on my avg. so then i decided friday wud b a nice day 2 go out and confuse myself more, and lead ppl on, fun? but then i got 2 hang w. katie. yay! so sat, was decent. sunday, i got told basically that im not capable of helpin w. my project, b.c well im an idiot, doncha know? then we had church, and i felt like crap. today was the best tho. sp i found out i have a 55 in APUSH, b.c i failed this freakin paper b.c i didnt write a "proper thesis", so while im not failin physics anymore, i am now failing APUSH and alg 2 even worse. then in multimedia my project which i have been workin on for weeks decided it wouldnt play sound...im not pleased. and at work i was swamped with paperwork, b.c i hafta teach a new class, and there is this god-awful child in it. and then i get home today to find that i am absolutly an idiot and way too nice. my ex-bf, (who i sadly cant get over, even after 3 months) has done nothing but *speak when spoken to* ever since he broke up with me over the phone. and what have i done? nothing. i have not given him any kind of crap, i have actually tried to be his friend, and i get akwardness, yippee? so today i find out...online...that hes got a new girl. after everyone. so basically im done trying this hard to be his friend, he can try now, if he cares, not really my job, i ve already been waaay too nice. so im gonna go, later. | | |
| plano lost. most depressing game ever. im done. | | |
| sry for my lack of updates ya'll...ive been doin myspace more, and i guess i really just dont wanna talk bout my life rite now, id much rather hear about ya'll's. so rite now in life i m pretty much just tryin to find anything 2 do 2 keep me from thinking, cuz , well thinkin just ends up hurting. but the plano game was amazing, katie, manda, i love you guys. and our wonderful hick filled, parking lot wandering nights...lol. well 37 days till iget my license!! ahh! yah i know, ur excited. so ne way call my if ya wanna chill sometime...or if u wanna b my math tutor! well peace out...
--Lili | | |
| i dont understand. why would a person make themselves unhappy? i hate being confused. i need some help from up there.
Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed.
--Lili | | |
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